I Peter 4:12,13 Beloved, think it not strange
concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some
strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are
partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be
revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.
Wow! I
don't know where to begin on this one but I just want to share my
heart with you today. As some knew, I had a health situation
diagnosed about 4 years ago that demanded surgery. I decided not to
have it because I wanted to be such a great woman of faith and stand
on God's Word believing Him for complete healing. A few years went
by, and I still believed yet my situation did not seem to get better.
But I was at the point where I felt if I changed my decision that it
would be like going backward with God instead of going to another
level of faith which is what I desired. But did you know that it
takes an even greater amount of faith to put your life into the hands
of people? I mean...think about it. We already know Nothing is
Impossible With God and we already know that He is a Healer so we
already have the faith to believe. The greater faith is to choose to
Trust in God while placing your life into another person's hands
knowing God will be there through it all.
Okay,
let me go on. I've had the surgery which I must say has been the
most painful thing I have ever experienced in my life thus far and
personally I still do not see it's purpose knowing that God could
have just simply healed me. My thoughts were, “Why would a Father
choose this painful experience over an instantaneous healing? What
kind of Father would want their child to have to go through such
excruciating pain?” Sad to say, I was disappointed...in God for
not giving the instantaneous healing and in me, because I felt I was
not that great woman of faith after all.
But
then...God began to show me the Treasures in My Trial.
When we
look at our trial unfolding in front of us, it feels terrible and we
tend to think that things will never get better. It gets very
overwhelming. But then after the trial is over, that is when we are
able to see God's purpose behind the trial.
A man
wrote once that his definition for hope was: physically, you're in
front of your trial, but spiritually you are looking back at it –
after it's over, when all is well and when you have overcome.
In other
words, Hope is taking on God's perspective. You look at your trial
the way God looks at it. If you are on my subscription list and get my writings through email, you
just recently read my devotional titled, A Divine Perspective. We
need to see things from God's view.
If you
are in a trial now, I want you to have hope. Your storm will pass.
Your pain will disappear. Your situation will be turned around for
the good. And your trial will turn into a triumph because if you
look hard enough, you will always find the treasure in your trial.
The
Treasures in My Trial
Our
trials can be such ugly things yet beautiful treasures can be found:
Comfort:
God is always there to comfort you in your trial, no matter how you
are feeling about Him OR your situation at that time. It's His
Promise and He never breaks a promise. God has shown me comfort
through friends who have been with me through this time which I am
grateful but feel sad because I have not been there for them as I
should be. God gave me a wonderful Doctor who I felt very
comfortable with the minute I met her. I am thankful to her and her
medical team. This has helped me gain a trust for doctors that I did
not have which I think was because of things my mom went through
before she passed. But I remember when they were taking me in for
surgery, I asked, “You all believe in God, don't you?” One girl
says “Absolutely!” And went on to say she was a Christian. The
young man stated that his gifts in the medical field were given to
him from God. So my last words I remember saying was, “Okay then,
we're all set!”
I had a
friend visit me after surgery who was a great comfort to me. He
reminded that no matter what we go through, decisions we make that
may be the right ones or the wrong ones, that as long as we have that
assurance that God loves us, we have everything we need and everything is going to be okay.
God will always love us. His love will never change. And that in it
self gives me the peace of mind that I need. (Thanks Kyle)
And I am
truly blessed and comforted just knowing I have a husband and a son
who is there for me when I need them. Even though there are times that I have failed to be what I should be for my family, they have never once failed me. I am forever grateful!
I'm
truly rich because of my family, friends and medical staff who were
there for me.
Character:
I've met some wonderful people who have come through some tragic
things and I'm sure you have too and we wonder how they are still
going, but instead they are a much stronger person. My mother went
through so much and I used to see her as weak but now, to me she was
one of the strongest ladies I know to endure all that she did in
her life and still always be the happy person she was around her
friends and family and even strangers.
I
believe that trials have a way of making us grow in the most
important part of who we are – our character.
Compassion:
This one is important because a trial may give birth to a ministry
The
Bible says, Blessed be...the God of all comfort, who comforts us in
all our tribulations, that we may be able to comfort them who are in
any trouble, by the comfort that we ourselves are comforted by God.
(I Corinthians 1:3-4)
During
your trial, God reaches out to you, touches you and heals you in many
ways you can't imagine at the time. And your joy even returns. This
third treasure in your trial is a deeper compassion for people who
are going through the same pain you went through.
If you
are going through a hard trial now, just remember that one day, your
problem in your life will be solved. Every sickness will be healed
and every tear will be dried up. So discover your treasure in your
trial. If you have not found it yet, be watching for it because it
will be there just waiting to be discovered by you.
I Peter 1:7-8 That the trial of your faith, being much
more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with
fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the
appearing of Jesus Christ: Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom,
though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy
unspeakable and full of glory: Receiving the end of your faith, even
the salvation of your souls.
So...yes, I most definitely experienced much COMFORT from God, friends, family and strangers. No, I do not yet know God's Purpose for this trial, but I know He is already working on my CHARACTER through it all. I have chosen to apply Proverbs 3:5.6 to my daily life. "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all they ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." Is there a ministry being birthed through this trial? I believe so because I most definitely have developed a deeper COMPASSION and can relate to others who go through similar pain and I can't wait to see what God has planned for me.
When things do not happen the way you wanted them to, always continue to put your Trust in God in the situation. There will be many things you don't understand but you can't lean on your own understanding, and no matter what happens, no matter the results, just acknowledge God in them with the assurance that He took care of it the way it should have and he will continue to guide you.
Be blessed,
Connie